Lunes, Junio el 10 2002

Denmark x France : 2 - 0

Bye bye France.

France was lost. Is it kind of joke? Should it be France to score 2 goals against Denmark? Why is it turned to be like this? *sigh*

France got no luck at all, they played good actually. From all I saw, it's luck that has a big part all over the game, and France got NO luck. Then the *lame* referee, gosh, was it so hard to blow your whistle?! *roll eyes*

And Zidane is sure still injured, they shouldnt force him to play, he was barely able to run well!

And the dumbest thing is.. they didnt even score one goal throughout World Cup! Geez, Trezeguet, I thought you were the top scorer on Italy League right? So why didnt you at least try to make one goal instead of laughing at yourself every time your goal shots were failed? (though you looked much cuter when you laughed like that ^.^) 

Now, now... with zero goal like that what makes France different from China or KSA..? *sigh again*

Hopefully the people in France dont mind it too much and the team wont get the same treatment like England squad when they were bashed 4 years ago. I dont like the Press and Hooligans (dont care if i spelled it wrong)...

Japan was great, i believe they could make it to the second stage ^^.

I think the same for Korea too even the team was held back by US. Fly higher Asia!!

'Nuf for WC.

Akhirnya nomat Spiderman. Though actually i could get a 'date' with cute guy if i chose not to watch it ^^;; (damn! if only i knew!) Yeah.. maybe next time, who knows?

Cool movie... but since when M.J acted down to earth like that? I used to watch the cartoon, and she was like a star that is out of reach, the cutest babe of the school, so full of herself and all. 

And then i thought the web wasnt from Peter Parker's wrist but from some device he created... right? Well... it was so long time ago, i dont know if i'm wrong. But still, it's a cool movie.

Now wait for me, Blade II! XD

Many new cool titles have been published by illegal publisher.

Chobits, Slam Dunk, Eiji, Angel Heart, Gravitation (dont mind this one, since legal publisher wont publish it ^^;) etc.

Elex should be more selective in choosing titles to be published in order not to be left behind by the illegal ones, just not to overdo it. So please get over those 'serial cantik' and publish more good comics! (No hard feelings for a fan of 'serial cantik' ok)..

Currently i only buy Yasha, Harlem Beat and Hoshin Engi.

Btw, an indonesian comic, Hypocrisy: His Other Personality by Anzu. Her drawing has improved so well that i got envy ^^;;, but for me it's very much like Asagiri Yuu sensei's style, what do you think?

However.. i cant say much for the story.

I have a plan to make a comic seriously, but i wont start till i got a good storyline and believe myself that i could make it till the end and not to stop in the mid like i used to do. Anyone could help me to find a good original story? I dont have inspiration now..

which song describes you the best?

Ng... What's this? I dont like it... is it because i chose In the End as my fav song so the result is this? Becoz when i pushed the back button and changed the option to Shakira's Underneath Your Clothes, then i got that song as the result. Well, maybe it's only my prejudice.. sorry for it.

Oops, Anggun is back! Glad you're fine there. Wait till you feel being my brother's sister... that's why they became friends right? ^^;

But i cannot get to your blog now, it's all on the weird fonts, whats wrong?

And i cant access to Anne-kun's blog either. But it's not the first time my computer being stupid like this anyway...

Heee..? Tatsumi Seichirou, Kou-san? *scratches head*...

oh well ^^;; Btw, good luck for your UAS!

»...waiting for you forever more @ 11:30 pm

Domingo, Junio el 9 2002

Tadaaaa...! It's my 17th BIRTHDAY now!!! \\^_________^// *yippi yippi*

I cant be happier, yet i feel like i'm still twelve or something.. ^^;; Oh well, people getting older and older and older and older every second... geez, now i feel like a grandma! >_<

So.. it also means i've been single for 17 years. . . . . . . . . . whoa, whoa..! no, dont make me remember this one! >.<;;

Now i hope that in my 17 age, i'll be a much, much better person in all features, and this world will become a better place for all of us.

A M E N.

PLUS, i want my relationship with the wicked witch (i'll keep calling her that till the problem clear -_-) is back like we used to. I'm a peace lover and dont like to have a fight with someone that is under the same roof (even same room, same bed!). But this time, i wont be the first one who say apologize and be back on the good terms again. Dont get me wrong please... I'm just sick, she even didnt wish me birthday! Keep ignoring me each time (well, i did the same to her too, cant help it...).

But please, she's 20 this year, so please act like one, wicked witch! You always said that i am childish, well, i AM childish! That's why i cannot be the first one to take the step. You're older, so please be a good sister to me and take the initiate! I do love you but i hate you if you keep being a prick like this!

URRGHH...!!! I'm going insane! 

*sigh*..... Sorry, really sorry for wasting your time to read this nonsense babbling. I just need some place to express my feeling..

Now... I just got home from my intensive course, and found out that Tyson was defeated by Lewis.. @_#

Dont see the live, so dont know howz the fight, but it must be great.

Lets talk about World Cup again! ^__^

(old match)

England completed the vengeance against the bitter rival, Argentina. Good for you Beckham, now you can breathe ^^. But for me, Argentina should be the winner, (IMO) they played better than England. But luck has spread its wing above England. Let's see who'll be able to get to the second stage, would be a tough.

Spain kicked Paraguay!! You see now, Chilavert? ^^ You may bark elsewhere *hohoho*

South Africa vs Slovenia: 1 - 0
Italy vs Croatia: 1 - 2
Brazil vs China: 4 - 0

Wow.. i thought Italy would win the game. Geez, your prediction is absolutely right bro! Finally, you won the bet!....

And China... thanx for your participation.. we really appreciate it. But please dont lose your guts and give your best for your last match on World Cup ok, at least 1 goal!

Now the gathering!!!! >_<

HELL, I couldnt find anyone! First, i went to CL where is the place for KG's gath, and i found NO ONE. Geez, where were you all guys?! I've explored every story there (and now my legs are so sore, thanx to you). Then i went to TA (place for FC's gath) in hope that i could find any members, but i 'just' met Yosai. The others? went home. 

-_- Poor me....

»...waiting for you forever more @ 00:35 pm

Sábado, Junio el 8 2002

I'm REALLY in the bad mood. 

Here.. I got this huge, a really, really, really HUGE fight with my siste.. i mean some wicked witch there... 

It started with just a little argument, and then getting bigger, bigger, bigger, BIGGER...... then....

" You're not my sister anymore!!!!! "

......

.... There.. i've said it. I've voiced those damned words. Gawd.... Please forgive me my Lord!!!!!  >>_<< 

I was so full of rage.. never thought that i would say it, it just came out like that from my mouth. There's no way i will take it back. Hell, i CANT take it back. Now i dont know what should i do. 

*sigh*

I really want to say a LOT about the yesterday games and the gath (gath? what gath?), but right now i need to calm myself down........

I cant write, i cant think, i cant focus on everything..

Urgh.... i'm so fucked up!! 

Please help me God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

»...waiting for you forever more @ 10:15 pm

Viernes, Junio el 7 2002

... Poor France.. poor you...v_v

I dont think Thierry Henry should be sent off for tackling Romero, it was not that bad (IMO)... He looked so stunned, me either. The team turned to the worse by playing with only 10 men, losing a good striker like Henry when the game only started 25 minutes of course was a real blow. But it was amazing they could keep their defense while assault Carini many times with their attempted powerful shots.

No score... but it was a good game tho. They need something more than just a hard work to go to the second stage now. Denmark is absolutely not an easy one... May God bless you....

Argentina x England !!!!

Surely it'd be a great match! 

I wont support each of them and dont care whoever the winner. They both are good. But still, be careful of the Hooligan ^^;; (did i spell it right?.. oh well..)  

What i'm thinking is Spain x Paraguay now. Honestly i cheer on Spain side, and seeing the way Chilavert boasted over...¬_¬ i'm sorry, but it makes me kinda sick.

*sigh* People fell because of what we call... PRIDE. Why dont people try to learn from France's incident?

Beat them first Chilavert, then you may speak.

Whoa! what's with those ads, tagboard? *_* I hate it...

Let's see till when i can stand it...

Geez..... anyone could believe it...? Well, maybe part of me is like that... but believe me i'm not that kind of heroic type ^^;;

And...

Well, I AM 16..... 17 on a few days. But still, i'm 16 now.

Today is so warm here. 

Is there still hot? Stupid question, i know.. ^^; Now you enjoy the soccer (hopefully)!! Horay! ^^

Anne-kun! (now i can call you this ^.^) I always forgot to say this, but now i remember, I wanna be a part of IYF too!

Oh.. so you cant come to the gath... it's too bad. Hmm.. But you do need to concentrate on your tasks and exam now, good girl.

I know i've said this before, but let me say it once again... Ganbatte kudasai! Hope you could make it! Yosh! XD

Eh? You cant come too?! T__T

*sigh* Me too realize that everytime KG makes gathering, it's always... well, failure. 

But i hope there wont be any obstacle for me to come this time.

And about that F4 things...^^;;;; Reeaaaaaally... i can understand your feelings. Every place i go is like: 'F4 RULEZ here'. >.<

My best friend made me to buy some of the pics for her. The moment i bought them i felt like a sick F4 fangirl. My other friends came and suddenly yelled: "Oh, so you like them too!! Me too! You know what? I heard that......bla, bla, bla, bla, bla..."

My oh my.... >_<;;

Kou-san.. no! i dont want you to get into ER. Please hold yourself!! Btw, me request the cd too ^^ Will you attend the gath?

What? Kou-san can speak arabic too?? Wow.. you're amazing..O_O

Ups, the result is up! Sweden x Nigeria : 2 - 1

I dont think i can give any comments.. I didnt watch it. Nigeria cant repeat what they did 4 years ago. Oh well, they won b'coz of luck anyway.

Now i wanna pray for Spain!

»...waiting for you forever more @ 03:25 pm

FINALLY..!! I could touch my comp again after being 'conquered' by my sis for days.

*cuddling my ugly comp*

Yes, you're ugly and so stupid, but without you what would I be...? Vegetable?

What now..? It's still World Cup right? ^^;;

Looks like i dont need to write any past results anymore since everybody is already talking about it.

But.. here is my 2 cents...

Ireland was SO great yesterday!! I *do* love the pretty goal they made on the injury time. And the face of German players... were so priceless.. ^.^

Korea was doing so well, Japan only got a tie but they did a good start either. Even though China was lost, it wasnt a bad play.

Now GO, GO, GO ASIA!!! \^-^/

Really.... i consider the World Cup this year is so awesome! I mean, there is so much unpredictable upshots dontcha think? It makes the games far more interesting.

Cant wait for today's match!

Let see.. we'll have...

Denmark x Senegal

Cameroon x Saudi Arabia

France x Uruguay

I wont give any calculation, i'll just sit and watch for whatever the result will be, no matter who's the winner i'll just enjoy it.

Even if France lost again. . . . . . . . no, i wont be shocked.

Now i found that rcti is far better than before now. If you see newspaper like Kompas and read some of the articles due to the terrible way rcti screening World Cup, it's a lame not to change their method.

Even some people made an analogue between it and mikrolet (what's mikrolet in english??)... chasing after profits. What a shame.. *shaking head*

I watched RE at last... i was getting afraid it'd be over in the movie and i wouldnt get to watch it. But i made it! Phew...

What a good film. Milla Jovovich is so goddammit cool!! XD I like her style sooooooo much. But well.. i'm not really into a kind of thriller movie, makes me getting nightmare -_-;;. That's why i keep closing my eyes every time the zombie showed up... it's embarassing... i know..

Ok, so next.. Spiderman... Since there's no sign that Attack of The Clones will be aired here, looks like i should rent the vcd somehow. *sigh* I dont really like watch on the small screen ...

Eh?! I just realized that Kou-san has linked me back! Horaaaa!! Do you mind bringing chobits 5 in the upcoming gath??? *starry eyes*

So Anne-kun.. gath on 8 in TA right? Food court? Yeah, hopefully the staffs wont kick us away.. ^-^;;

...But at the same day there'll be gath at CL too...*scratches head*

Good luck to you, Dechi-chan! Dont mind too much ok..! ^^

Just took a test..

'What kind of Wing are you?' by. Xera

Oh! How I envy you! You got a nice life and friends
And you know how to have fun!
But just don't overdo it!

...well oh well.. ^^ how nice... It's friends that make my life so colorful..... Now how i miss all of you...

Then another one..

What's your claim to fame?

Whoops! Famous, you? No way! You're claim to fame will be... a mistake! You're the kinda person who's walking down the street on your way home from the bookstore when some freak approaches you and goes, "Would you like to be a model? I thought so, here's my card. See you tomorrow!" Or maybe you'll be in some goofy Spam commercial when Steven Speilberg happened to be on the set, and he put you in some big time motion pictures! Aren't you lucky?

Absolutely. 

It never across in my mind to be famous. I dont like popularity and all stuff like that.

Yeah, yeah.. now i wanna watch some good game!

Usually, every weekend (which actually like yesterday) I came to the mal where he and his friends always hang out with. Really, for me it's a pleasure only to see his face, although my friend told me he's not cute at all (cih..). Well, I dont need cute people to steal my heart anyway :P

HOWEVER, due to this f$%^ing exam, of course I couldnt go there! I'm not allowed having fun before the exam is over >.< (I know.. I went to PS in the afternoon. Dont ask -_-;;). 

*sigh* again.. I want to see him. Since I think he's already aware of my existence, do you think he will miss me in return? :P

My old friend (called eneng)'s mom came to visit. The past images when we were together came into my face. Now I realize how I miss her, and the other old friends when I was in Palembang either. She's in Surabaya now.

I cant wait for reunion! Wait.. is there any??

*sweat dropped*....HOEEE...??!! I came to KG forum and was taken aback when read about this. Can you believe it? After resurrect from recession...?? *speechless*...

I really got NO idea about the way thinking of lead country to solve its problem...*shaking head*

I mean... what about morals, dignity and all? Cant we respect it anymore?

Well, another shocking news for me. Craig David IS gay???!! *0* I just knew a moment ago, Hell, I even *do* like this guy, yet I know nothing about this news. Cant help it, I havent been sticking around TV for... centuries maybe? :P 

I.. is..is it true? neone already knew about this?

Being a yaoi fangirl that I am, it's really not a bad news, no, not at all. But I'm utterly shocked @_#. 

....

Is it true??!

Ne, anggun-chan, as you see, you might help me ;)

And hello there pu_chan!! >^___^< lalala..

I just reread Yasha 11 for... 10th times maybe? I always have a feeling for the tormented chara, that's why I became attached with this rin boy more and more. And I just love the way sei and rin move together in this volume. Yes, IMO they should be together in the end, happy and all (:P). BUT, after getting into this Banana Fish site (beware for the spoiler!) and reading some of the reviews, I was like: o_O "the hell?! the ending is like that? What a waste of 19 volumes!" Wait, this is only my opinion, dont sue me!

And then, noticing Yasha dorama... I have no doubt about the way Yoshida-sensei ends her series. But then again, who knows what's in her mind now?

I'm currently waiting for my pack from US. It's been almost 2 weeks already. Have to contact him now, it should need 1 week only :(

Study, study, study, study....*sigh* This exam thing already worn me out! >_< 

*yawn*.... well.. but looks like I need to sleep now :P heheh..

»...waiting for you forever more @ 01:03 am

Viernes, Mayo el 17 2002

Well, my first ever entry. Nothing much, I just finished my last pre-exam, history, and I do believe it won't be good result. What can you expect from people that doing d/l video over night instead of reading her lessons for tomorrow test? -_-;;

I'm so tired now, not physically actually. I just got pissed off by someone, but well, I need to forget it, she's my mom anyway =P. Moment ago I visited jpqueen, geez... how I wish I had lots of money!! T_T Now.. now.. concentrate on your final exam, girl! Hm.. but my comforter seems so inviting now, wait, I need to watch WWF on rcti first! ^___^

 

 

You will marry LEGOLAS from Lord of the Rings, live in an ancient elven palace in the middle of the forest, and spend your days walking on top of snow and rowing ivory boats and just being beautiful.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?

Really? Yay!  What a lucky!^_^  Yes I do! LOL

 

»...waiting for you forever more @ 10:23 pm

 

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likes: god. herself. family, friends. anime. manga. yaoi. computer. peace. drawing. reading. writing. 3 little pets. bedroom. sleeping. tasty food. cute boys. F1. 'ferrari' ^_^. good music. good movies. good actor. loneliness. privacy. ... and the list goes on... :)

dislikes: war. crime. war. retard people. war. hypocrites. war. narrow-minded. war. clingy person. war. stupid internet connection. war. homophobic (exc. yaoi, of course). war. etc... warrr.....

charas: sumeragi subaru. sakurazuka seishirou. tsuzuki asato. kazutaka muraki. tsukihiro tomoe. kagetsu. arimasa. genjo sanzo. lawrence. amamiya rin. fujiwara sai. onizuka eikichi. alucard. lucifer/kira sakuya. etc.

anime: hellsing. hikaru no go. x. gensou maiden saiyuuki. gravitation. yami no matsuei. scryed. rahxephon. mirage of blaze. fruit basket. etc.

manga: tokyo babylon. x. hanakimi. shonen zanzo. kaine. yasha. clover. lawful drug. kashou no tsuki. cutlass. yami no matsuei. gto. i's. one piece. harlem beat. etc.

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.whenever wherever - shakira

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.hemisphere - sakamoto maaya
.canta per me - kaida yuriko
.sadame - OST X
.cry - mandy moore
.nothing matters when we are dancing - the magnetic fields
.may it be - enya
.arjuna - dewa
.work of heaven - padi

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